i should be talking about the birthday celebrations instead of being all emo-fied over that bugger.
so it was good. i mean the birthday party.
i had an awesome time when the sun was out, went to a mall with the peanuts, had brunch til about 3 ish, laughed, cam whored, had some serious-ish conversations, opened my present which is a blood red top that would be "awesome for me cause it's a clubbing top" but i haven't clubbed in a long while now so i don't know when i'll wear that top. watched "definitely, maybe". it's just not my kinda movie. it was alright, not fantastic. but yeah this is about me, not some movie. so we headed over to the bookstore at yet another mall to browse for ian mcewan's atonement and something or other which j should get by tomorrow or so.
and we are off to the party. i get there where drinks are all already over the place, now let's see if i can get it all right. a bunch of people, yeah i think i got it all. some others came a half hour later or smth. i don't know who else showed up but i think that's about it. and there was a cake. choc mud cake i think. i don't know why we each got one candle @_@ made a wish, blew, clapped, caught on camera.
i went to fix the music, and before i could grasp what was going on, i had cake smeared all over my face as well, it was even in my nose wtf. struggling so that they don't get a shot of my caked up hair etc. man, that was fucked up. it was obvious that they got him good, but i was too damn blur la. we cleaned up and i think they wanted to lock us in the toilet +_+ okay that is just too stupid. anyhoo, it was pizza time, after which we followed up with drinking and smoking up. i saw some old flame rekindling, i hope things go well even though it could end up hurting me, but who am i to say i get it all? anyways, things were dramatic, a fight ensued, which ended up with us being stranded. right. we were left with the house which the host and hostess abandoned. yeah. that was just a damn smart move. so what to do but to leave as well?
party should have concluded there and then. but they wanted to trip, wtf. why do i have kekawan who are crazy? took a car, drove some dudes, went over to lafite, chilled for a grand total of less than an hour, sent a friend home, drove back to my place, kinda died for a little and then the friend went all paranoid on the phone which got me kinda worked up.
woke up, did my chores, went to lafite again, no answer, returned the car, took my choc-ed up top and chivas (: went to mcd's with the people. it felt so fucking unreal, i was like wat the fuck i am so tired and why i am here. went to lafite yet again. smoked up again. wtf i must want to die damn fast. you know, thinking back, i don't even know what the fuck were we doing there. so anyways, we left the place around 6, got home, had dinner, couldn't really sleep til like 1-ish or two because he decided to mindfuck me about how he can't like two girls at once, and some leftover feelings which won't be fair to me and all that jazz which was not pleasant and honestly that didn't help in trying to sleep.
which led to me being completely emo on monday and i have yet to finish any of my assignments and this will seriously carry some heavy penalty and my 8am tutorial for mass comm is canceled but i still have to go fucking early and i don't see the point in doing that cause i am up from 4am to do work which is still not done. sigh. wat the fuck man.
yeah that sums up the past three days.
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