14.4.11

This solitude I feel inside
is a feeling that just passes by with time
and i'm not sure if you know
what really does on down below
even if you tried
it wouldn't feel alike
just the feeling that come and goes
i'd really wish you'd take the time to show
these bleeding lights
are more than just a circus show
i need to know
more than i ever did before
about the certain spaces in your heart
because it's all that you've got left to blow

i'm not the girl that was left before
she took a hit and she was gone
a screaming sign and a full moon rose
she's all i've got, even if it's not for long
i've got the beat she's got the groove
let's do this right let's take the dance
if it's over now then so be it
at least we can say that was quite a show
come on over it won't be long
til we knock it out and turn it down
i'm all about the rush tonight
just hold on tight and enjoy the ride

it's almost tender when we touch
but hold on still i can still feel you within
there's more to come
you just need a hit
and once we're done you'll feel the beat

it's almost like a drug
i think we're hitting the roof
but nothing feels like the first time
i guess that's when i crashed

i want to share all my hopes and fears
maybe for the memories, maybe for the melodies
still it's not quite the same
it won't feel out of place
but you know just as well as i do
we'll have the rest of our misery

unspoken unwritten
a symphony a legacy
a movie, even a story
these are just words aren't they?
remotely said and thrust in all ways
just simple words
until we give them meanings

on a late Wednesday night, by the park, nothing more than just your mind.