have you met him yet?

i've always felt a certain kinship towards him

we met on the 19th of april 08, and i remember so clearly because it was the very day that i also met the better half of me.

goodness knows i always thought of him as a little boy who needed advice and guidance in this big bad world out there, and he turns out to be someone who has seen more, done more than i have at his tender age. i can't quite place where i find the child in him, it could be just me, being a nurturing older sibling figure. there's no love lost between my younger cousins and i anyways.

but back to it, it's a strange feeling.

i've always said this to the lover, that i saw him as someone that i would share a chocolate bar with if it were the last that we had. it's a weird analogy, i know. but does it make sense to you? because it certainly does to me.

i mean i would share a chocolate bar with a lot of people, but he's the first one i'd think of if it were in the right circumstances and etc. well anyways, it's either you get it or you don't.

just that for some unknown, unexplained UFO wtf reason i'm surprisingly fond of him.

i barely know him and yet i look out for him, tell him to stop damaging his body, do what's right, remind him of certain "not-to-do's"... it does sound like i'm being a busybody, like wtf it's none of ur damn business what this guy does, why do you care so much

but you'll get it when you get it.

i think everyone meets someone like that in their life.

someone you think got separated from you from birth, or an old friend you've made in the past.

you just KNOW that it's someone that you know, or at the very least care about enough to give two hoots about their life.

true enough, in reciprocation a couple of weeks after we met, or thereabout, he started telling me stories under some influential products. but i felt honoured that i was the vessel for this.

not so much that the stories were unheard of, but because it was a matter of trust.

believe you me, there were other individuals for the cause, but i like to think that it was more than just plain coincidence.

and so, from there it grew, conversations that were serious, funny, sarcastic, mean etc

bak kut teh sessions that i refused to have when he was away for about a good two months, i gave in anyways.

stoning times to be just floating away in space

i'm glad to have met him.
cheers mate ;)