how period pains come around and bowl me right over

i could hardly stand up in the shower yesterday.
i wanted to roll up in a big fat thick cotton comforter in the studio and just curl up next to him and sleep.
but no, i was at home, almost melting from the shower temperature that is wonky and HOT in this unrealistic weather. the heat was unbearable. and i just wanted to curl up next to him, because i can.
doing chores is quite impossible. you feel the gooey, warm texture squirt right out of you when you sneeze or cough, or it happens even when you're sitting down watching a stallone/stone combo of "the specialist" which imho, is not such a great movie. lame-o.
but i digress, back to the monthly depressing days that come and go.
i feel more emo, more horny, more depressed, more hungry, more agitated when periods are here.
the need to shower more than thrice a day, arises.
i mean, who the hell showers more than twice a day?
i could run out of underwear!! @_@ *GASP!*
but i have a bagful of hershey's kisses, classic milk chocolate to keep me intact.

i was so moody two days ago, that i wanted to throw dr.spaceman out.
i can't do that, he's our baby!
but at that point of time, it's constant cry for attention, food, warmth and some cuddling eroded all my sympathetic and motherly affections.
blame it on the red waves.