i hate you

how you pretend to care but you just can’t give two fucks
how you really take things for granted
how you can hurt me just by saying something
how your bloody words can seriously make me bleed
how your girlfriend is such a bitch, i can’t stand her
how you think you are holier-than-thou
how you think you are so much better than everyone of us
how you give stupid meaningless fucked up sermons like you can save the world
how you are such a pain in the ass
how i didn’t even think about calling you when i am in a crisis because if i did, you won’t be able to help me and you won’t anyways.
how our parents can still bear with your shithead attitude
how i have to resort to blogging about how much i hate you
how i need to wait this out before i get to leave and bade adieu to your shit
how you don’t care about anything but your church, girlfriend, job and bike.
how i’ll never tell this to your face, because….. i’m afraid.