29.12.07

cold water

i feel empty now.
it could be relief
it could be sadness
but i really couldn’t hold it in any longer.

i know it’s meaningless to apologize.

maybe you might understand from my perspective, one day.
i still love you, okay?
and i’m right here.

it’s hard for the words to come out right.

here’s to a happy new year, with drunken fights and pimpin’ in town
and no, i’m not happy right now.
maybe on the 31st.
i’m looking forward to being with people that actually get me.
two days to a clean sheet.
anticipation is the key.

i miss.you.

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