there are no free lunches.

sometimes i gotta ask the big guy up there.
what do i do when something free drops on my lap?
should i take it or push it away?

you know as well as i do, there are no free things in this world.
you have to pay, in the end. either in kind or in cash.
so what do i do?
it sounds dodgy. it sounds wayyyyy too good to be true.
it’s fucking free.

the situation could go a lot of ways. it could be awesome, without a hitch, smooth sailing baby
it could end up… well, feel free to let ur imagination run wild all over the place.
i don’t know.
i can’t tell.
i am not some astrologer/fortune teller/weatherman. okay that was not relevant.
bottom line, i can’t foresee anything coming.
i just….. don’t know.

all i can do, is just to go. why, you may ask. since shit and more could happen. because they bought the damn ticket already. and if i was bleeding rich, i could just pay it off and not go.
but.i am not. therefore it looks like i am going.
GOD, i’m giving this to you.
it’s ENTIRELY up to You to decide whether i go or not.
even though it will , no doubt, be fun and etc etc
i think it’s best for You to be the judge.
i am scared. i am young. i can go any damn time i want. but, can i trust myself to them?
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fuck. i always get myself into such shit.