so here we go again, another round of revelry gone wrong.
not so much for what you may see, but what a mad week it has been.

off the edge

what a hiatus. with many in betweens, lost nights, torn days.
i called it off, with reasons and excuses. i don't know if i am better without you. but i do know i see a complete stranger when i look in the mirror every morning.
it's silly to say i don't know what i'm doing, but truly i don't know what this does to me in the long run. but enough words, they say too much too much.

i don't deserve this. or you, being here with me.